“I was a fully-fledged addict. I needed drugs to get me through porn scenes. I needed drugs to numb my pain. I needed drugs to make me feel ‘happy.’” …

My childhood was traumatic for me. I was verbally and emotionally abused. I was cursed out and yelled at almost daily. I felt unloved, unworthy, and rejected. I felt like I’d never be good enough for anybody.

STORY